shitty period of life

so basically.. its the start of exams ( ok not really the start of it since i had 5 papers already but.. you know what i mean ) and its horrible. to be honest , it doesn't feel like its the exam period . Its like i don't have any motivation nor do i feel nervous at all. Not sure if its a good or bad thing but this whole week has to pass fast. First thing after the exams is to catch up on my sleep. D e f i n i t e l y . Its like i'm always going to school feeling no energy at all hahaha. History and biology exam today and oh god i swear it was horrible. So had history first and whatever we studied did not come out for seq. WHAT IN THE WORLD. Everyone was like " No Hitler.. " and screw that man , screw that. If i had known , i shouldn't even have wasted time studying for it . ARGH. Didn't they say it was 3 choose 1 and what the hell, why did it ended up with 2 choose 1. Oh stupid Teo. At least on the fun side , when Mr Frois was collecting the scripts, we had paper ball fight and damn it was funny. Ok lame hahaha. Now to biology, THANK GOD I DIDN'T FOCUS ON THE HEART CHAPTER . If not i'll be wasting my time studying for it . Honestly, biology was better than history. just by a tiny winy bit. But in the first place, who puts history and biology on the same day? stupid school. there's like so many more papers to go and right now, just let time pass fast so that this shitty period would be over. 

Yesterday's ❀

Yesterday was pretty fun ☺ ( whatever i'm gonna say will seem like i'm contradicting myself but nevermind ) So first of all, we had the usual National Day celebration in school and i swear it was horrible omg. It was a zillion times worser as compared to last year's celebration. Really pity the sec 1s this year. But even though it was horrible , at least the singing of National Day songs were fun . Especially when Mitchell , being the joker like he always is , started singing out loud, like literally. I think only the sec 3s were being all hyped up. Haha but whatever, Y O L O . So after the celebration , we were all excited for sports carnival but saddening news was that the lightning alert was on and it was drizzling . To be honest, i guess everyone was only looking forward to the interclass finals and thats probably 90% of the reason why they turn up for school yesterday. Oh GUESS WHO GOT HER CLASS TEE? THATS RIGHT , ME . It actually turns out better than expected and everyone was looking at us during assembly cause it was being given out. The class tee is really cute ( will put a photo of it below ) . Okay so since it rained , we went back to class to watch some NE videos and thats all for school. After school was the fun part. Went out with Clarisse and Huiyi to Bugis to shop of course, plus catch a movie :-) Was so tempted to buy so many stuff but Huiyi was being so mother-ish , if you get what i mean, kept brain washing me not to buy it. That bitch of mine will really make a great mother in the future . How i wish there was unlimited cash for me to spend and also someone who will actually have the patience to shop with me since i'm always so undecisive on getting stuff i want. So we decided on watching The Wolverine since Grown Ups 2 wasn't showing anymore and since we three haven't watched that . THAT MOVIE WAS REALLY GOOD AND OMG HUGH JACKMAN ABS ARE DISTRACTING I CAN"T EVEN. Double thumbs up and whoever who have not watched it should definitely go watch it. The movie ended kind of early but since there was no where else to go, we went home. Okay i know that doesn't sounds really fun but i'm a easily contented person so hehe bye !

                      A class of Minions ♡

Happy Birthday Shan ❁

Dear Shan,

I know this post is a little early but my mom would definitely not allow me to post this at 12am since there's school tomorrow. Blame it on why 5th August has to be on a Monday. HAHAHA. But anyway, just take it that whatever i've typed is posted after 12am alright? :-) I know you probably won't be able to read this post immediately since you're on vacation now but hopefully you'll read it soon. ( you definitely will since you stalk me like 24/7 ) Since writing a long birthday message on whatsaDpp is mainstream as we both have been doing that for the past two years, i decided to write a post for you. So firstly,  Happy Birthday bitch ♡ Thanks for all the bitching/ranting sessions we had through whatsapp despite the different time zone that obstruct us from talking frequently. To be honest, i think that you moving to California with your family had brought us closer. But NO, you're gonna get your ass back here in Singapore soon , whatever you say is invalid. I guess you're one of the few people who actually understands me and is always there for me no matter what happens. ( when i'm down or when i just need someone to rant to etc. ) Oh especially during that period when I ***** ** with you know who. If you don't understand what i'm typing, whatsapp me HAHA. The advices you give when it comes to love or life are always so difficult to understand. The words you use are like some asdfghjkl alien language. I'm not kidding, its like whenever i read your ask.fm, i'm like what the crap? YOU DON"T HAVE TO MAKE EVERYTHING SOUND SO CHIM. If you even remember what does that mean. Heartbreaking fact : You need to update me more about your love life cause i don't even know whats going on in your life now and i'm only getting information from your ask.fm. Don't worry , i still love you. Also, just know that whatever happens, i'll always be here for you if you're down or if you need someone to talk to like how you're there for me. Be it any decisions that you make regarding your love life or between some obstacles, i'll always support your decision. You need to come back soon cause we've got a lot to catch up to do and we need to SHOP SHOP SHOP. Can't wait for you to get your ass back in Singapore. Happy Birthday Shan, I love you xx

exactly the same

Damn I swear that guy in tuition looks exactly the same as him. Shan said that it could probably be his brother. HAHAHA that's not possible at all since he only have an older brother. Well the more I look at that guy, the more resemblance I see. Oh my god why why why :-( it's like their skin colour, size , eyes etc looks exactly the same. He even have a dimple on the left side of his cheek . WHAT IN THE WORLD. Apart from the guy in tuition having a piercing and his height, I guess they're basically 99.99% alike. ( over exaggerating but oh well ) But at least it doesn't really bothers me anymore, like at least I don't think about him as often. BUTTTTTTT, it's definitely distracting me cause to be very honest, he's not that bad looking either. ARGH, I need to freaking maintain. Yes, maintain Nicole, maintain. It's not like I would be interested in him or anything. I hope not. I guess it's just pure coincidence that they look alike. Yes, I shouldn't be thinking about it .

changed for the worst

Not only me, but practically most of the people I asked in school thinks that you have changed. Not for the better of course, it's for the worst. I don't get what you're thinking, really. It's not like you're very pretty or anything. Stop striking poses that looks more like a slut or looks more like you're trying to get attention. It's disgusting. The more pictures you post, the more disgusted and irritated I get. ( as well as her. ) You're just destroying your whole outlook by posting those pictures on instagram for your information. I'm not saying that your personality is any better. I mean when you're with us , maybe it's still okay. But when we're out together and there's guys, you just change. Like excuse me, are guys that important to you? Not all guys thinks that you're pretty too by the way. Also, stop trying to fit in with the others when you're not even close to them. Just because he asked you out or maybe you think he 'likes' you doesn't mean you should go you dumbass. You yourself know that he's a playboy with over like I don't know, 40+ girlfriends? You don't even know what others say about you. How they don't want to go to a gathering because you're there etc. Maybe you think that everyone likes you, but as a friend, I really think you should seriously wake up and stop being like what you are now. Fake.

sleep deprived.

Finally its Friday. I mean i really don't want the week to end but its just that school's taking away my sleep. All i get is 5 hours of sleep every single day, excluding the weekends. Or maybe including half of the weekend, Saturday whereby i have to wake up at 9am just because tuition is in the morning. Teachers/parents are always asking us to sleep early. EXCUSE ME HELLO. How do you expect us to sleep early when there's tests, homework, and other stuff like project that we got to do and hand in. I don't get how some of the students are able to get 8 hours of sleep everyday with all the homework piling up. I'm not talking about primary school students of course. They say if you're able to get more than 8 hours of sleep during the weekdays, you're either a god or you just can't be bothered with the work given. To all those people out there thats getting 8 hours of sleep, I CLAP FOR YOU. I think theres something wrong with me whereby i have the tendency of procrastinating my sleep. Every time when i tell myself that i want to sleep early, i'll just end up sleeping at 11pm etc. ( Thats considered late to me by the way ) Maybe its just my body clock thats screwed up, i don't know :-( The holidays should come soon so that i can sleep or maybe hibernate. Yes , that would work. 

busy busy following week

I'm really dreading for next week to come.. There's like so many crappy tests next week :-( Chemistry, double math etc INCLUDING tuition. Who knew that there's even tests in tuition? There's this newcomer today joining us for tuition who looks kind of cute. Well he somewhat look like Gabriel though. His height, tan lines, size ( skinny by the way ) and most of it looks like him. Just that their age and him having a piercing is different i guess. Back to topic, just hope i don't flunk any of them. But i mean seriously, can't the teachers put the different tests in different weeks? Its not like we're so free to study for ALL  the tests HELLO. Excluding the nerds/kiasu people who wants to score well. Sigh nevermind. Oh there's mother tongue listening compre too. School's gonna end at 1235 because of listening compre for all those who doesn't take hcl and for the lower secondary students. To all those that doesn't need to take listening compre, YOU'RE WELCOME. Gonna go to Labrador Park for some geography lesson next thursday. Volunteered with the other 19 students in the class to go there when Ms Tan asked for volunteers. HAHAHA first time ever. Due to inter-class next week, there's not gonna be softball training. NOOOOOOOOOOO. Speaking of inter-class, i really hope our class will win ! Well to be very honest , i think we'll make it through the first round. But who knows? Lets just pray that we'll do well. BYE